there has been a thread that has sparked some serious debates and i have joined in in a serious manner sharing my thoughts and philosophy. usually i am a jokester here and not to be taken seriouslt at times.
let me just give you my Bio and my philosophy, so that there is no confusion as to the type of martial artsist that i am.
first of all i CLAIM NO MASTERY over anything that i have done, and i certainly do not think that i am ABOVE ANYONE ELSE HERE in these forums. i cannot control how you guys percieve my writings here so i just want to make sure that when next i do give my views and opinions that they are not misconstrued as me being superior to any of you,FOR I DO NOT FEEL THAT WAY AT ALL AND WILL STATE MY LIFE ON THAT.
I started martial arts at the age of 14 where i took classes in Aikido. i didnot stay with aikido for very long but i reached a point in aikido where i could be thrown and be able to fall or roll correctly.
i then started taking standard Karate classes(shotokan) this was thourgh a boyfriend of my mothers at the time, that only lasted a few months.
in the period between 17-20 i was reading books watching videos and practicing what i could from bits and pieces here and there, from people willing to show me anything.
in 1992 i met my first real teacher, master eric nessen who was a disciple of dr. john Ng in the 70’s. he was a personal friend of my fathers and began teaching me privately, praying mantis and aspects of hsingi pakua and taichi as well as some qigong healing work.
in 1994 i went to school in texas for anotomy and physiology and massage therapy and studied alternative eastern therapies here in austin as well as in kentucky(where master eric taught me)
1995 i permanently moved austin tx and was given permission by eric to find another scholl with which i could still continue to learn. i then found master joe shaefer who started the shaolin do martial arts academy and joined his school in september of 95 and was there until just recently, 2002.
there i learned the sd curriculum and the side curriculumn of tai chi pakua and hsing i and focused mainly on that. i earned the level of 2nd degree black belt there and am certified to teach the curriculum.
THROUGH OUT ALL OF THIS i was taught and have maintained the philosophy of utilizing martial arts as a means of self preservation,health,longevity,and community.
i do not fight for sport ,i was never really interested in tournaments, even though i went to some,sd and aau tourneys,where i won 1st place one year in mens advanced sparring and took silver medal in empty hand forms and bronze in weapons forms.
i am an internalist and have ALWAYS BEEN one. i grew up an abused kid and the only thing that saved me was martial arts. that is why i do not like sport fighting nor do i like the brutalization of martial arts to suit the needs of the tournament or the ego mindset(i am not devoid of ego).
if i seem self riteous it is becuase i am CONFIDENT in who and what i have become as a martial artist and i feel as though i have some sound wisdom to offer based on my experience.
i have worked with troubled kids ADD kids, abused women,and adults children and teenagers from all walks of life.
i have been a bouncer at a club at one time and have been in scraps where i have come out on top and where i have gotten my a$$ kicked.
again through out ALL of these experiences i have maintained the philosophy that martial arts is about preserving life and being healthy and disciplined. i was never taught and it is my contention that martial arts should NOT be taught for sport such as UFC,and no holds barred competition. i feel these endevours to be a WASTE of energy time and ones life.
i respect ALL forms of martial arts even the BJJ and the MMA’s
martial arts is constantly evolving and these arts should be respects as much as the wushu and others,even though i have some opinions based on effectiveness of martial arts systems.
what i do not respect are the politics and BS conatined within martial arts circles here in this country and that is ONE of the reasons why i left SD.
if i come of brash sometimes about certain aspects of things it is because i am very passionate in my ethics.
i am a clown to a degree and sometimes my words can be like a dagger. i am human and anger is something that comes easily to me(as in i wont take anybodys $hit),but love ,compassion and joy supercedes my anger and that i have ERic and another person to thank(whom i will not mention) for that discipline.
that is all i have to write about me. i will continue to post here and offer my thoughts jokes and other insights.
Many Respects,,,The Willow Sword