planet wing chun
In some senses that is the extreme area some go to when fighting. I wonder if there is a middle ground in terms of a “street fighters” mindset of aggression.
What do you think?
well i don’t see it as extreme just being honest with your nature
i have been through quite a few drills and situations which cultivate this ‘’ killer instinct ‘’
and your right most don’t want to train that aspect , there are many internal walls you have to go though .
i was first introduced ‘’ or should i say became aware ‘’ of this emotional wall in a seminar with david peterson , we dove into them mentality of a street fighter , stradagies ways to mentally disarm some one , getting mentally disarmed and randomly violently attacked be it on physical , verbal , or psycological level.
later i worked with a jkd friend of mine who is a ex marine and who helps train navy seals and he took me through a ton of mental conditioning drills , stress overload drills , and pyscological drills .
there was a ot off pain and blood with this guy he really broke me down and explored that mental ‘’ dark side ‘’
then you learn to recognize that life throws situations at you all the time were you have to tap into that survival instinct
for example a few years ago i fell off a cliff while mountain bike rideing , i got folded in half on impact sheered 3 vertabre in my lower back ,broke a few ribs and twisted my ankle .
but i still had 5 miles and a few thousand feet down the mountain to get out .
had to deal with alot of emotion and pain and become very intent on surviving.
i remember about half way down i had to cross a river while using my bike as a crutch/anchor i fell again and a large branch on the shore line punctured a hole in my back . man i thought i couldn’t take anymore i was looking up at the sky bleeding and i just got ****ed , i wasn’t going to go out like that so i cused out everything around me and kept going .
two years later i had a bad fall snow boarding and busted my collar bone in three places it was popping out of my shoulder ‘’ very sick’ and i had to hike down the mountain .
what did i learn ‘’ besides i’m accident prone
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i became in touch with that very basic primal part of my human nature and i could tap in and will myself to continue
this intent and ability to become very clear with your hole being on one goal for a long period of time , when your weak and in pain , is very similar ‘’ at least in my mind ‘’ to what i felt when i did those stress over load and combat drills
the positive is i gave me a very deep calmness when i face things i’m very hard to rattle , i can become very centered when i put my mind to it , i have also learned to de huminize people they become a thing trying to kill me and thus need to be terminated .
the negitive is you can become very agressive in your everyday life ‘’ not be able to fit into society’’
i remember gary telling me this is a warrior mindset that you only need in time of war but it is un healthy to walk around switched on with that type of intent
over all i’m glad i went though it but i’ll be honest i don’t train at that level anymore but when ever i spar or freestyle in chi sau i play with the trigger in my head just so i can control it and it wont control me 