I know I can do it mentally and physically but when it comes to it I have this mental blockage which seems to keep me down. I have this problem, letting go. I cant seem to clear my mind completely when I am executing techniques or doing forms.
Sparring is fine, I get the mode easy in that situation. How can I pull that mindset over to my other forms of training? It seems that sometimes I am really on the ball and can execute my desired moves well, then sometimes my mind gets in the way. When I fight/sparr, I go on automaton, its so simple and I just naturally do what is needed. How can I get this same reaction with forms and such? I think it may be a performing issue. Like I cant get other people (sifu and fellow students) out of my mind when I execute in front of the group.
When your mind is the problem, the mind is your solution. I have an answer that is unpopular with a lot of people. You have to start taking responsibility for your training. This is not an insult. What people often fail to realize is that how good you get how quickly isn’t a function of time spent practicing and talent as much as it is a choice you make. I would rather have a person show up three times a week, who has been mentally rehearsing all of his movements and doing visualization, than come six times a week, just putting in the time.
You go on automatic when you spar, well, I’m personally not sure how good that is, except for reaction. An automaton must respond, it has no volition. You want patterns of movement to be automatic, but YOU want to control all the fight variables.
What you need to do is practice, practice, practice mental visualization, and couple it with positive self talk. This will seem ridiculous at first, but it is the difference between perfecting what you do and going through the motions. When you are out there practicing techniques, that is a chance to augment your mental rehearsal with physical movement.
As an example of mental visualization, I have a “plan” for what I am going to do to the other guy before I compete, and I go through that over and over and over. I trust my training to carry out the plan. In the event that the other guy stops me, I have “go-to” positions that allow me to get back to my plan and follow through with execution. I do not execute this plan blindly - I am always looking to improve my situation, and will take what is given, when it is offered, as I work towards completing my plan. I mentally rehearse different scenarios I might find myself in, that are part of my plan or how to get back to it.
Further, each movement or situation may require mental imagery too. As an example, when I am doing squats, I imagine that I am the Hulk. When I do bench press, I picture the bar loaded down with weights, bending under the strain, and me just pumping them out like a robot. Is this goofy imagery? You bet! But guess what? It works for me.
As an example of positive self-talk, I never get tired any more in competition, because I decided not to. It takes mentally psyching myself up, and you have to find what works for you. I have a whole routine I go through that turns nervous energy into positive excitement over the upcoming challenge.
There are two things you need to know about the above things:
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It requires practice. You may not be able to actually focus for more than a few seconds at a time, and then have to start over as you start thinking about groceries or something. So practice.
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It is exhausting. Doing this commits all of you to performance.
It’s the difference between training/competing, and just showing up.