to leave or not to leave…that is the question…
having a bit of hard time consistently accessing facilities etc at the moment and work outs are becomming a mission justto think about…I feel very sad about this.
Of course I cando some floor stuff and cardio, still have taiji etc, but I expected that by now I would have a serious regime happening…could just be having an off day, but I’ll mei xing ( meditate) and see how I feel tommorow…
also does help teaching long eradic hours and having several litlttle hottie students and teachers wanting my time…could turn them all away but it’s against my buddhist nature if they are in genuine need of assistance or comfort…
I know there’s a line to tread there, and thx in advance, …I’ll take of myself…
internet acces or lack of, and other electrical availability is a constant on/off battle…routine???..that’s almost funny…you rely onpower or a working peice of equpitment and it falls through with no time to resched…tht’s china…nd don’t get me wrong, because my school gives me the best that’savailable…for a gongfu buddhist ded…I’m just not sure it’s going to cut it…In aus, I may not have had monks and nuns to study with…but 4/6/10/12 hrs training plus work or study was breezey…i put alot of work into getting here and gave up many things to makeit possible…in serious self-discussion…
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Ps…no scanner ( or even printer) to speak of ( as in just about the whole of freakin China), so unless I can the pics to you another way…???
working on it 