gun for the average joe it would be described as lazy
in your case the mind is up but the body is still ****faced.
hehe . . sometimes … but i feel that way when i dont drink too.
like today . .. i havent drank anything since last sunday and i did all my breathing sets and stomach exercises as soon as i got out of bed. and it still felt far less intense and focused.
just doesnt feel like i can really rip into myself like i can at night.
perhaps yoursomewhat of a socialmisfit
you get up and you realize you may run into alot of idiots and the dead,you leave work get home loosen the tie/thai kick some thrash,then its guns time,you think!!.
actually dieago .. . you summed it up perfectly in your own way . .. and i understood it.
it’s 7am here and i need some sleep.
you see gun you are a dichotomy ???
you love deathmetal its your wet dream to rip the face off your boss/supervisor???.uh then your also a clear headed"usualy"martial artist who loves his family.
so i deduce as a youth you were a ****kicker now you getting old,sucks dont it from your perspect,but rules dont it when you think of your FAM.
onthose lines anyway,yah im all giddy quit my job the other day,gonna train hardcore for like a month.