I’ll be aiming to teach full time.
Growing up, I didn’t have as balanced a lifestyle as my American counterparts in school - or even my Asian-American nerd classmates.
I was one of those kids that constantly studied and studied and studied to the point where everything else was neglected. I did have some “ordinary” types of growing up experiences, but for the most part it was extremely unbalanced even for a Chinese kid.
So when I train, I train fanatically. For kung fu, this works great even though my sifu (a mainland Chinese, not a Taiwanese American like me) deliberately restrains me from hurting myself with overpractice.
I don’t have kung fu students yet, but I do have violin students (I’m a professional violinist, that’s what pays most of the bills). I’m probably the only guy who found Juilliard to be RELAXING, so hard did I work as a youngster. When I started teaching violin, I had a tendency to run kids into the ground because I was so used to overworking beyond the point of exhaustion.
After a while, I realized that the overly exhaustive training I was doing to my students was hurting them more than helping them. So I learned to grudgingly cut back on my demands while still expecting quality at every step. Now I build up my students gradually instead of throwing them into pits and expecting them to crawl out on their own.
So when I open my martial arts school, I’ll definitely teach at a very relaxed and yet learnable pace. The ability of the students will dictate the teaching method.
I am not ashamed to admit that I don’t want to scare anybody away by making the style too difficult. It doesn’t matter how “good” I teach if nobody can keep up because I’m too demanding.
There are great sifus that make a living by being tough and weeding people out - more props to them though I’m not one of them and never will be. I’m more interested at nurturing seeds into shoots into trees than trying to find out which trees are “most fit”. Different goals.
Yet I’ll not compromise the quality of the style. I won’t expect people to grasp everything at once, but I will expect them to work toward perfecting their skills.